The Times They Are A-changin'

Ok, so we're all sort of freaking out. I thought that perhaps maybe this change was going to be good and easy, but like I've said before, it's all happening so fast. For people that have been around for awhile, that's not really a good thing. I was trying to look at the bright side, to be optimistic about this whole thing, but to see my friends uncomfortable in their own environment (like a home to some) is a strange thing. We are all a family, and it feels like that family is falling apart. I know it won't get to that point (at least I hope to 'God' it doesn't), but I hate that feeling like you're about to lose something. I hope everyone can hold it together and adjust, quickly, or else I fear I will be the only one left.

I hate seeing my friends sad, for one reason or another. Be it boy problems, or trying to figure out what to do in life. I can't say I've had a lot of shit happen to me, at least nothing that really affected me that much (and I'm not saying my life is perfect, cause it's not). I mean, sure, high school had it's shitty times, but I tend to just accept that it was in the past and forget about it. But sometimes it makes me realize what is actually going on around me, I start to notice things that I didn't see or think about before. I just usually go about my daily routine without anything bothering me. I don't really think about what direction I'm going in life, because whatever I have planned for myself I have done. I have found my dream job, I have a boyfriend that I love, and I have amazing friends. Now what? This can't be all. No. There's more to it, right? I guess I just have to expand, take it a little further. Maybe one day I will land a job in an amazing shop, maybe Troy and I will comfortably have a place together, and maybe I will actually get out there and see the world. Being stuck at a happy medium, I kind of forgot what life is all about. It's about living it to the fullest, taking it's ups and downs as they come and go. I'm not planning on immediately changing the way I live, I just think its good to wake up and have a goal in mind. One day I will move on, experience the world outside of this city. When I'm old, I would like to able to have stories to tell, and at the rate that I'm going, it would be a very boring story.

I don't even know where I'm going with this post, I'm just blabbing on about..something. I just turned into another 'Life' rant! So, I'm going to leave it here before I really get lost! I guess we will see what the future holds.