I went to bed after drinking what I thought was enough water, read Bowie for a little while, then went to sleep feeling nice and sober. Then at 3:00 am, I woke up and felt more tipsy than when I was awake! When I woke up at this time, I thought I had to go to work and thought to myself, "Shit! I can't go to work still drunk! I have to tattoo people! How did this happen!??" but then quickly realized that I don't work that early in the morning. Sigh of relief.
However, I did not get back to a decent sleep until about 5:30, and when I woke up (for real this time) by my alarm, I felt like this. Lethargic, woozy, and possibly about to vomit. Now, one of the reasons why I stopped drinking in the first place was because vomiting is one thing I cannot handle in any shape or form. Even when other people do it, I can't stand it. I think it's one of the worst feelings in the world, and it always seems to happen to me when I have to work! So this time, I refused for it to happen. And I'm fine, I just don't think I can really stomach any food right now except my yogurt that I am currently trying to enjoy.
So, in conclusion, I don't know if it's even possible for me to casually enjoy a glass or two of wine anymore. That was pretty much the only thing I would still drink, aside from the occasional martini. What a bummer...I guess I need to stop altogether.
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