Today was...weird. As I mentioned this morning, I was dead tired from my night last night, but I didn't think it would throw my whole day off like it did. I couldn't quite pick out what went wrong, but I think I just had one of those days where I'm a little off which makes me paranoid and frustrated. As soon as I got to work everything just felt tense, or something, I don't know.
Sometimes I feel like everyone is mad or annoyed with me, for some reason that I can't figure out. I'm sure that's not the case, but it's just that feeling of isolation that I hate. If I get the slightest hint of this sinking feeling, I start to blow it way out of proportion and I myself am the worst for putting myself down. It's so bad, and I know I shouldn't do it, but it's just the way I react to things. I start feeling shitty about myself, and it makes things worse. It doesn't happen very often, but when it does, it sucks.
I'm feeling a bit better now that I just ranted a bit. Thank you blog, I can always count on you! I think I might take a quick nap just to get that extra bit of sleep in there. Tomorrow is another day, and it will be a better day.
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